Something Weird in Feb 26....

well something weird happened to me today....

it started with something im doing 2nd-3rd period chinese, i was writing js program dedics and i unintentionally read a part where it agitated me to the max. its not about me but it concerns somebody and my classmate wanted to see what i was writing and subconsciously i reacted differently... like i was really angry to that person... good thing he stated it as a joke and it scared me to the bones... i was scared of myself since a statement can subconsciously anger me, subconsciously meaning i was not thinking as of the moment. i tried to ask someone this: "whenever you want to do something you really like, am i a bother to you? well for example, you wanted to know someone but a person stops you to do it indirectly..." i was so scared at myself that i got angry at something that was in the past... that subconsciously, theres jealousy inside me that i ignored a long time ago...

Bridge to Terabithia

well i think you have an idea of this movie and i'd say this movie is not that good but i like the messages it implies.

there was message in the part where the 2 main characters plus the family of the boy went to church(the male protagonist is a believer and the girl protagonist is somewhat not) after church, the girl asked the boy:"The Bible, is so great but why do you believe in it?" the boy said:"Well it's needed since we dont want to be punished by God" the sister of the boy said:"God will damn us to hell if we didn't believe..." the girl said:"I don't believe in the Bible but i find it fascinating. I would rather have fun with the Bible than be forced to read it."

if we ask ourselves, do we read the Bible because of force? or we read the Bible because we are fascinated by the work of God? isnt it better if we pick the 2nd choice? since we learn the Bible freely and not by force. if we would study the Bible by force, then we wouldnt appreciate it wont we?

this is my opinion and i think God also likes that we are not to be forced to believe. like in the song voices of truth, there are many voices that echoes but i choose to believe in the voice of truth. God gave us free will and we are not forced to believe. its up to us if we want to.
Jesus once said:"I am the way, the truth, and the light no one goes to the Lord except through me." He didnt say that we should believe Him, He just said this is the only way, it's up to you if you want to believe Him.

England....

I WANNA GO TO ENGLAND!!!!!!!!!

actually i all started with me watching tv yesterday. i surfed the channels and i stopped at discovery travel and living. it was showing england and its places. daaaaaammiiiii meron!!!!! their coastline's sooooooo white! many historical places and festivals and the hotels there are soooooo nice :D so many greens in that place and they have those cornish pastry! they're sooooooo tasty just by the look of it! waaaaaaaaahhh.... i wanna go to england!!!

The Member's Duty

members FOLLOW their leader's decision even if they disagree with it
members are LOYAL to their leader
members TRUST their leader
members are ALWAYS on the job and meetings
members are ALL FOR ONE and the leader is ONE FOR ALL
members DON'T TALK BACK on the decision of the leader
members should be WILLING to help the leader
members DON'T RELY on their leader, he's just one person and you all are a lot
members are always there to ASSIST

kaya wag niyong sabihin na ang leader niyo ay may kasalanan, kayo din mga members ay may kasalanan din.

Compromising Without Reason

ever encountered a problem where it affects you too much? a problem where you dont know what to do? even to the point where you compromise without reason? i will tell you something

if you encountered financial problems in your family, it affects the whole family so it includes you. if you ask yourself, money is important to our lives and having money problems is very bad. you dont know what to do. you cope with life with your friends like for example you ask your friend if he could help you in printing. it becomes a habit, you dont know it can be bad once you do it everyday but having financial problems you cant do anything but to ask help. it becomes worse, you want to feel the feeling of having no financial problems, it becomes your addiction, your greed yet financial problems make it stay. you didnt know what to do, no choices open, no room to go. you let your problems drive you and it drove you to something bad but you cant do anything but mourn since there is no left or right turn. this turns to compromising. you compromise everyday yet everyone hates it. its ok for you since this is the only way, its fate. you pretend you dont know what you are doing yet you really know. downgrading yourself into nothing. putting yourself down. it destroys you but you dont tell since once they know, it may cause an outbreak, you are scared to face the truth. you want to be in luxury, being in your imagination everyday.

in the past, i became one of those compromising people... i let my problems drive me to somewhere not plesant. it affected some of my friends and it nearly destroyed one relationship that i like. i learned that problems can be converted into something positive... also positive with people too. you might not have anywhere to go so changing your room is one of the solutions i thought about. i wanted to share this since it took me to the past again today... if you are someone like this please, change for the better not for the worst. dont let your problems and emotions drive you. look onto reality, imagining stuff is bad once you abuse it.

by the way.... 20 posts for Feb 20 ah.... wow :D

The Conscience -- extension of previous post

whenever we think, our conscience pops out and tells us what us what to do, also our conscience is usually right so why im i talking about conscience?

have you ever felt something like you know it's wrong but your conscience is telling you its right? if we put it to example we will get something like this:
i know stealing is wrong but why do i need to steal? to benefit myself and to survive
but the Bible says stealing is wrong but to help others you need to steal
piracy is wrong but without piracy then no one would appreciate your movie then.
then we arrive to the question, is it still right? or is it wrong?

in my previous post, i said its plain stupid if you still think that this is right or wrong. you know there is no right or wrong in this world, its just your conscience that exist. one individual would think stealing is wrong but others would think stealing is right since it benefits others. so there is no right or wrong, just pure conscience and faith -- faith in what you think.

It's Just Plain Stupid.......

hmm.... its weird.....

we like ice cream right? but why do we still eat them if ice cream can make us sick and have cough?

jeepneys are used everyday and it has become a very used transportation so robberies are often planned in jeepneys so why do we still ride them?

technology can help us make work easier but how now if technology would control us?

we know mcdonalds have fake beefs right? so why do we still eat them?

softdrinks are not good, it's still better if you drink water instead so why are we still drinking coke?

we know corruption is bad but why do we still cling to it?

piracy is bad since it steals so why do we still buy pirated things?

we know nature is important in the balance of the world so why do we have to destroy it?

chain mails are not true, its just plain stupid so why do we still send them?

many questions, many mysteries.... why? is it fate? it is just coincidence? or is it our human nature? with just one question, many answers can be formed and these answers can be false... but why do we still search for answers? the world is visible yet full of darkness... we search for answers not knowing that these answers can either destroy us or benefit us but still we struggle.
then that means we gamble our lives for that. luck is not real, it's just a state of mind but gambling means we try our luck so is luck really real? it can twist our minds and if we are not careful, it can destroy us too.

i say to you, if we live in philosophy, we would die eventually correct? so why do we need philosophy then? can't we just not think about it? it's just plain stupid

AWWW Crap!!! Next Week Na!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! next week na pala general rehearsal!!!! oh no!!!!!!!!

daya si krizia..... la siya sa gen rehearse... ako tatayo magsasalita kaharap mga supervisors.... haaaaaaayyy naaaaaaaakkkkkooooo.... tapos yung script pa... kelangan formal yung start daw so no jokes in the 1st part... ang daya!! and nahihirapan ako pag may script kasi eh... well im not good at memorizing so why scripts? haaaaaaaayyyyy naaaaaaaakkkkkkoooooooo..... waaaaaaahhh T_T

Leader? or Doer?

leader.... a person who leads right? well ill tell you what is wrong in the world with electing leaders

1st of all a leader "LEADS" right? so electing a leader means that you elect him to lead you, not to let him/her do everything. if you think he/she does that, im sorry but you are an IDIOT. you are changing your leader into a doer then.

a doer is someone who does things. if a leader is a doer, then what are positions for, right? then we should have presidents then! no followers, just doers. do you like that?

dont forget that one person has his jobs and you cant strip these away from them. let leaders be leaders and followers be followers. if you deny this then you are an IDIOT.

I Never Thought.....

you know i never thought of writing in a blog sooooooo much... its like magic! hehe so 15th post ko na to and im actually surprised! i thought i wont have any interests in expressing my thought! hehehehe :D

My Sisters "Want to Say"s

...life oh life oooohh life oh life... ever thought that you're alone and sad especially on valentine's day? buhuhu well, not me hahaha i ate a lot of chocolates ahhh sweets sugar haha=D we also have pompom our cute little pomeranian dog... thank God for pets, they make you laugh and feel that they are always there for you, like they're human trapped inside a body of a dog haha =) PomPom's our youngest sibling, he's our spoiled full of pride syoti but we love him, well right now, he's looking at me with those puppy eyes and those cute little voice telling me to stop typing and put him down the chair, he's even calling my attention by poking me with his paws..awww...so cutypy =p so bye now gotta go and play with him.... <:3)~ <- Sachi Apple

oh you're so cute, you so huggy wuggy chichapeee
masarap ang jolly frost blend, pinakamasarap yung mocha
masarap ang samba bonbon, pinakamasarap ang truffle
i have two cute hamhams, their names are Chamtaro & Funcham, together they are the ChamCham brothers
- Dichi Loving

ah hahaha...me? im so happy happy...sleepy all day but oh so very giddy and happy:) i feel that all the hardships and miserable times ive encountered before are all worth it since God really does answers prayers...we really just have to trust and pray for His guidance in all our decisions. and yes our cutie pompom make our days especially our days more romantic...>sigh< :)
-Achi White

haaayy... puro pompom na lang.... hehe well yan mga gusto nila ilagay sa blog ko :D

Valentine's Day

requested by my sister, i will talk to you about valentine's day

ok what's my opinion about this day? well its a day of love and well... giving gifts is observable. well its so unfair since only boys do the giving... when will i get something in valentine's day? in japan, their valentine's day is girls giving to boys actually... makes me wanna go there... and they have white day where boys show their appreciation for the girls. wow at least in that place, girls give to boys and boys give to girls! hehe so naisip niyo ba na tumira na lang dun?? hehehe joke :D haaayy... it's just one day and the next day "poof"! it's like an ordinary day... but i hope everyday is like valentine's day just like i hope everyday is like Christmas day! hehehe.. i act like a child... :D

Ok..... Nagloloko ulit Computer ko.....

waaahhh nagloloko na cpu namin... it doesnt show anything in the screens... waaaaahhh....

Just Thought of Something.... Being Conservative

hmm... dictionary.... well actually i was chosen by our English teacher to be the master of a little spelling contest in our class and i really haven't searched for anything yet... well some yeah but i wont be telling what are those words (blehh =P) but i will be telling you what i remebered when i browsed the dictionary....

from a to z, it has always been like that, and i thought what now if we took one letter from the alphabet? for example... the letter "e" the most commonly used letter then how will we speak? you know whnvr i thought that i always rmmbr that vry thing in this world is important. u s, thr is balanc in this world, good and vil, happy and sad... balanc. if you try to rmov somthing, th natur of this world will try to covr it up. i rmbrd it in a book i think... so instad of rmoving on thing that is bad, lt it stay so that nothing will chang, for good or for bad. by putting the "e" back, the world is normal in our eyes. no change, no difficulties in trying to belong. but think about it if no change is applied, then why do we have government? why do we have buildings when we could have huts? i remembered my social science telling me, if no change is applied, no history is written then thus no job for him. hehehe, well it's funny but it's true. unless there is change there is nothing.

Social Science lesson : Pendulum of Political Opinion
if you look at the chart(if you have a chart...), let's focus on moderate and conservative. being conservative, you follow what is right in the past, if it's good in the past then it's good in the future. i say this is wrong. it may be right in the past but in the future, it is wrong. in the past, filipinoes worshipped idols. if you a conservative look at this, you would say this is ok since nothing is wrong, ok lang but why did we convert to Christianism? since it is right to believe the Bible and trust the Lord. if you conservative would apply your belief in this, you would say i don't want it since i don't know if it's ok. siguro mas ok kung tributribo na lang tayo. so? agree ba kayo mga conservatives? na tributribo na lang tayo? we need to have a change in something not right anymore or that is "LAOS". in my opinion for example, in churches, the good topics are so short and long boring topics are sooooooo insipid. it keeps on repeating and repeating. i suggest asking church goers and try to think of a better way of presenting it. if you just go on a daily routine, you are just wasting your life. marami ka pang pwede gawin, but of course it should be good in the eyes on the Lord. being moderate, at least you accept changes and stop them if it is bad. stop being conservative and try to broaden your imagination. life doesn't stop there, it's infinite once you use your imagination with the Lord as teacher

So Why am I Full of Arguments?

well.... its my habit that the things that are not right in the eyes of men are needed to be clarified... things like RPGs, Animes, and things that are wrong if you read them... well for me, its better if they found out earlier than let them dream that they are right, right? im not saying that i know everything ok? i just want to clarify things that are not right or weird in the majority's eyes

Further Explanation of Bombs

ok... explosives... they are mentioned in my previous post in metal gear solid and i think you didnt get all of that so im here to expand the thought, examples are c-4, firecrackers, tnt, claymores.... eh? clay that's more than the usual? ehem... some of you might dont know so i will explain to you what is a claymore then...
there are 2 definitions that know so far:

1.) Scotland sword with a hugh hilt, well you know what's a hilt right? for the ones who doesnt know what's a hilt... imagine a sword, look at the handle or the one you grip then look at the thing that guards your hand from slipping to the blade... thats a hilt.

2.)Bombs that doesn't require a remote like the c-4. they are basically land mines that stands take note, it stands unlike the land mine it's burried. they are camouflaged unlike c-4s so they are easy to set but hard to find once you forgot where you put it hehe =P they are still used in this time

i am going to talk about number 2 and its brother the c-4
eh? so what's more effective? c-4s? or claymores?

pros of c-4 setup
it doesnt detonate when you touch it
you can mold it into any shape you like so it's kinda like clay that explodes
you can put it all at a single place
cant be seen thru thermal goggles

cons of c-4 setup
FULL OF THOSE STUPID WIRES AND NUMBER CODES
still can be seen thru the naked eye except if you camouflage it

pros of c-4 explosion
you can detonate it whenever you want
one explosion can lead to another thus creating a chain of explosions
deadly

cons of c-4 explosion
how now if you lose your remote?? shoot it
how now if you forgot to detonate it?
yeah one explosion can lead to another, so how now if you are caught in the explosion?
its deadly

pros of claymore setup
easy to set, no more WIRES and NUMBER CODES
its small so its easy to camouflage
one explosion doesnt lead to another
it doesnt have a remote

cons of claymore setup
one after one after one....
once you forget where you put them, your dead
can be seen thru thermal goggles
it doesnt have a remote

pros of claymore explosion
you dont have to watch, you just have to listen to anything that sounds like an explosion
no more remote that means you are hands-free

cons of claymore explosion
its too little it can just damage the enemy's foot or something
even creatures can detonate these things....
its not that deadly

overall
c-4s are good when you want to destroy things also good if you want the enemy to prevent going further
claymores are good when you want to prevent someone from reaching something, its like a trap

i like claymores better

so what's the point of all these??? its like college you see (wow ang layo), if you just go into something you want and not having a second choice, that means when all things fail, you wont get a restart. so having only c-4s or claymores isn't effective really. planting c-4s in a wider area is better and planting claymores in a narrower area is also better. since c-4s are designed for big blasts, if you put them in a large area, you cover more space. by planting claymores in a narrow area, the enemy has nowhere to go but to diffuse it one by one. if you really want the best, putting claymores beside c-4s actually is the best since you dont have to look at the c-4. if the enemy tries to diffuse the c-4, he has to think again. there are claymores on the floor and ignoring it could detonate the c-4 itself thus creating a big blast. woah.... cool :D in relation to life, having a fullproof plan can be effective in spiritual life. believing in the Bible is good but it isnt fullproof. if you really want to be fullproof, you should accept Jesus Christ in your heart. have faith in Him and trust Him so that the enemy cant harm you :D

RPG again!! woohoo :D (mostly political)

ok rpg again :D

Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater
another rpg it seems.... this action espionage tactical rpg is set in the ww2 where the cold war between usa and russia is ongoing. you are a undercover soldier who will infiltrate the russians and find out what are they up to..
you might say this is stupid but really this game is FULL of political things. its so hard to understand at the 1st run through so i finished this game thrice(wow, so long....) anyway i learned so many things here like how the cold war started, how to use different kinds of weapons like the psg-1, m9, rpg-8, claymores(personal faves), c-4(super fun having those!!!!!!) and many more.... lemme say why i like claymores... they are bombs that detonate on contact so you step on those and KABOOM!!!!! i planted those things and watched enemy soldiers panic!!! hahahahahah!!! also those c-4s!!! you wont believe this but i plant these babies on the butts of the enemy!!! woohoo and 5...4...3...2...1... enemy soldier:WHAT THE?!?!?!? "KABOOM!!!!" hahahahahahaha!!!!! i also shoot those... since some enemies also set c-4s so i shoot them with my psg-1 and KABOOM!!!!! crispy soldiers... in this game you eat snakes(duh thats why its snake eater) enough of bombs... why metal gear solid?? since the russians are making a machine that can shoot nukes from russia to usa and they call it metal gear... duhh...., you need to infiltrate that and destroy it... i forgot some of the scenes here so i cant tell you the full detail but!!! its one of the best games ever.... i also learned this: "People's values change over time. And so do the leaders of a country. So there's no such thing as an enemy in absolute terms. The enemies we fight are only in relative terms, constantly changing with the times." so deep... we cant actually have peace here in this world since things change without us knowing it so we should be ready on anything but im not saying we shouldnt trust our friend ok? always have different perspectives. you might think its weird...i havent finished metal gear solid 2... since its broken... waaaahhh...

Gensou Suikoden
My gosh this game is so full of story that will touch your heart... full of drama and action...
The Suikoden series is loosely based on a classical Chinese novel, Shui Hu Zhuan , by Shi Nai'an and Luo Guanzhong. Each game centers around relative themes of politics, corruption, revolution, mystical orbs known as True Runes, and the "108 Stars of Destiny" — 108 protagonists also very loosely interpreted from the source material. Though the games follow an irregular chronological sequence, the entire series takes place within the same world among overlapping histories. got this from wikipedia since i dunno how to describe it =P
anyway this game is full of drama that concerns death of your best friend, brother, sister, many more and you are a fugitive of the empire... you find yourself in the guerillas and they call you leader after you prove yourself in the war... after that you avenge yourself by eliminating the enemy thus eliminating double your army.... so its like you fail but at the end you succeed and you learn war tactics that can help you in your life... art of war

Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria
if you really pay attention in my blog, this is one of the games that i have yet to finish but ill just say the gist of the story. this concerns a valkyrie named silmeria( there are 3 valkyries mention in the norse mythology: Hirst, Silmeria and Lenneth) who is trying to help mankind in the pressure of the gods or odin himself. odin is very strict in earth's mortal lives so humans are forced to rebel against odin. odin commands the valkyries to stop this nonsense but silmeria found out why the humans are rebeling so she wants to stop odin and stop the humans.. so politics again. actually if you put this in reality, if you want to change something for the best, you might have to rebel against your superior or the rules.... it also happens in politics you see, some politicians cheat on elections since they think they can change the country for the better...

once again rpgs are great!! full of politics...

Just Like Any Ordinary Day....

haaaaay.... saturday again.... well no classes here but its kinda boring.... la kasi makausap eh.... well kadalasan la mga tao since out sila or extracurricular activities sila.... la pa ako gana maglaro..... haaaaay.... you know, thank God for internet.... pag wala internet siguro patay na ako....

Anime... Good or Bad???

Anime.... haha anu kaya una mong maisip? lemme guess... Dragon Ball, Ghost Fighter, Digimon, Pokemon.... yep, they are actually some of those famous animes you see in channel 2 and 7 in the phils...most people say they are bad. im here to tell you that not all animes are bad! lets look at the different perspectives of different people especially the what we call "the OLDIES". old ones think animes are bad since you are exposed on bad stuff like the inverted star in zenki and many others that use the inverted star. and again, ALL animes daw bad... you know naiinis ako dun sa nagiisip ng ganun... they always judge it by its appearance, they're not really looking into it, reading between the lines nga e d ba? haha For example: Ghost Fighter or Yu Yu Hakusho. RAY GUN!!! SPIRIT SWORD!!!! ok enough about that... this anime revolves around spiritual energy. ok sasabihin ninyo bad ulit kasi spiritual energy... ehem ayan na naman kayo not looking in the true colors... alam mo ba kung bakit ko siya nagustuhan? inde dahil sa mga ray gun and black dragon, but i like it because of the story... the heroes there persevered through the competition to stop the outrage of the demons. so perseverance ang lesson dito. another example: Prince of Tennis, mada mada dane... anime din ito pero it revolves on tennis, so sinasabi niyo ba tennis ay masama?? so dapat mga tennis players banned for a lifetime na d b??? kasi naman try to look at it at a different perspective! (except for animes full of fornication, killing, masamang bisyo) you know judging things without complete proof is unfair. so some animes are good and some are bad, but not all are bad!!! Perspective lang yan...

Thank God Its Friday or So It Seems...

Thank God Its Friday!!!!! but it seems that this is the most stressful day... haaay... i had to memorize a script, do the investigatory project, balance everything in my shoulders. well it seems so easy to say but hard to do. and i ended up forgeting a line in my script, (its a good thing justin saved me!) had to ringbind my proj, (buti na lang nandiyan si mang junior!), and study kwo wun, (actually nagaral lang ako noong 1st period ng chinese and had a test on 2nd period but God helped me too!). most of the people here in this world might actually think this is one of those worst days in their life... but still the world is round and we can't say this is actually the worst ever... hehe :D i learn somewhere in my life that says:"if you ever encounter something bad, don't assume its bad... try to look at it at a better view like for example the career conference play... i forgot my line, but because of justin i got out of the frying pan... most will think this is bad for their reputation but thinking positive, a friend helped you in a tight situation and i like to thank that. so im saying in life, one can alter the bad with something good! you just have to think in a different perspective and Thank You God because you helped me in every problems in my life and thank You its Friday :D

Difference between MMORPG and RPG

okay, may nagcounter n ng blog ko.... anyway respect ko nmn opinion mo...

so anu difference ng mmorpg and rpg???
mmorpg is massively multiplayer online role playing game
rpg is simply role playing game
mmorpg is full of people playing the same game
rpg is just you playing the game
mmorpg is addicting since you want to be the best. it is cool. new trend.
rpg is addicting since the story itself is good.
example of mmorpg -- ragnarok online
example of rpg -- gensou suikoden
ragnarok online is a mmorpg that entitles you to be a part of the medieval times, nakakaaddict to guys. victim ako dyan
gensou suikoden is a rpg that deals with leadership, how to fight when in trouble, how to manage an army or group of friends.
ragnarok online is useless because you just level up that's all
gensou suikoden is useful since the story can be applied to your life

that's my opinion guys :D

All About Food

recently singaporean doctors found out that not only excess fat can cause heart attack but lack of vitamin c too. do you know why animals dont get heart attacks? its because animals have a vitamin c producer inside their body and test that are conducted actually say that older people dont eat citrus fruit and that actually means lack of vitamin c!!!! scary noh.... so drink your vitamin c's and eat your fruits! and dont think your old so you shouldnt eat those... do you want to die?? hmm... citrus fruits... eat: strawberries, mangoes, pineapples, grapefruits, oranges...

you know those lucky me noodles right? they are cancer food and we all know that... if you really wanna eat those i suggest eating one pack once a month... if you ate two packs, dont eat for 2 months and so on...

i remember someone saying this to me... so anu gusto mo kainin? pork - too fat, beef - mad cow disease, chicken - steroids injected, fish - mercury injected, veggies - insecticides, water - polution... so anu kakainin natin...? weird noh pero its true... by the time we get old, super konti na lang matitirang good food...

have you tried seattles best coffee's mocha frap? it tastes good!! and how about coffee bean's black forest frap? good... and starbuck's caramel java chip frap? yummy!!! figaro's banana frap? very good....

my refridgirator's full of crunch... can someone help me eat them??

hey dog owners, have you tried feeding your dog pasta? i sure did!!! of course yung walang sauce... pwede naman daw eh... pompom likes it :D

ever heard of makeup that can be eaten? my sister's friend came up with that idea... and they really made one! lip balm that can be eaten... yum!

restaurants that i recommend: conti's, razon's of guagua, chili!!!, house of spaghetti, chef d angelo...
restaurants that i dont like: chowking-- they serve too much ice in drinks, iceberg -- they suck in service, pizza hut-- ang bagal ng respond ng employees

yan na lang muna.... gutom n ako eh =P

Role-Playing Games are good for you in molding your character

everyone says games are not good for you, they're just things you play and play until you get bored. i say to you role playing games are NOT like those. for example, final fantasy 7... in a place called midgar, there is a group of guerrillas named AVALANCHE. they're primary objective is to stop midgar from getting the power source from the center of the earth or the lifestream. one of those guerillas is Cloud Strife, an ex-soldier in the army or shinra. He claims to be the next to the best in the past(actually its his dream to be the best) but he doesn't know that he isn't. he lost his memory from a comatose in a mission in his homeland, Nibelheim and traumatized him from excelling. the best is actually sephiroth, an a-class soldier who is an experiment by the scientist in midgar. he also doesn't know until the incident in nibelheim that made cloud have his comatose. sephiroth actually stabbed him in the chest but he actually survived. he had grudge against the "humans" who experimented him so he sought revenge. as the story progresses, cloud remembers what happened in the incident and detraumatized himself from his past by the help from his friends. he actually defeats sephiroth in the end of the game. ff7 tells us that if you fail, that doesnt mean its done. like the career conference said, failure is just a stepping stone. games like these can help us just as it helped me.

another example, star ocean 3: till the end of time. the story starts with the year 2800+. we found various planets that has capability of living so in this year, earth has been abandoned andwe started migrating. the story actually starts in a resort where the hero resides. Fayt Leingod, son of a renowned scientist, is having his break in college when suddenly attacks from another plant destroyed the resort and left with no other choice but to leave the place with a space pod capable of flying through space. he started to think why people from other planets are attacking one another so he started to research. he found out that there is a force that doesn't exist in their dimension. as the story unfolds, he found out that he and the universe is a virtual world created by man. its just as saying he himself is a playable character in a mmorpg game (massively multi player online role playing game) like Ragnarök for instance but that doesn't end there at all. even though we are living in a virtual world right now, we still live and thats the point. someone bestowed you life whether virtual or not. live it to the fullest. thats what the creator of this game wants to say.

Tales of the Abyss, another game to play. just finished it this year in 4 days =P. Actually this game's plot is actually similar to ff7. it starts with a stubborn stupid boy named Luke von Fabre. he doesnt remember the past since he also got traumatized when he got kidnapped when he was 10. the story starts with an ordinary day, ordinary life as a noble, daily sword practice with his master van grants. but when a lady named Tear Grants appeared in his courtyard, the story starts. they fought because tear wanted to kill her brother, van grants. their attack created a hyperresonance that teleported them to a random place. story unfolds and luke found out he was kidnapped by nine other than van grants. he is also a replica to the real luke von fabre who is now ashe, the ash of the sacred flame, btw luke means the sacred flame in the game. van had plans to destroy the world and replicate it using fontech. why? because the world destroyed his homeland and luke is strong enough to create a hyperresonnance to eliminate the crust thus destroying the world itself. luke believed that his hyperresonence can save the world and van tricked him into doing that. tear failed to stop luke and luke regretted. tear encouraged him to live on, dont dwell on the past. he finally realized that and defeated van at the end. this game actually tells us if you commit a mistake, dont dwell on it. do what you can right now to make up for your mistakes.

so rpgs are good for us!!!! they simply are books in a cd you know so dont say we players actually waste our time playing... we play because we want to learn. i personally learn english thru rpgs so dont judge a book by its cover... RPGs are the best there is! :D

I don't know why Im doing this..... weird....

it so happens that im in this blog now..... i actually am feeling weird about this... writing my ideas and feelings... hmm... what to write.... i really dunno... 2nd time to write on a diary i guess... yeah some of you may be shocked... yes i wrote on a diary one time and i got bored... hehe so why am i actually doing this... weird... like mr. roque.... hahaahahhahahahaha :D hey im getting a hang of this blog!!! wow... i didnt think writing is so fun.... weird....